Even though the atmosphere is madeto fail your feelings, I expected weatheron the day we buried my brother, the pine boxlight, too large for what was left of him.Before the burial, I joined my motherand the body in the roomthat used to be mine,all the clocks wrongfrom an outage in the night.Wires bedevilled by rain, too lateto get to my brother through the machineshe used to breathe.He was already gone, already weather, alreadylanguage my mother neededfor the coroner. Sister, brother, mother,no father, 1970, surprisein her voice as she recalled his birth.We all felt fatherless, or rather the fatherlessnessof our heavenly father and the debtsthat makes due, what followswhen the son must die and becomeatmosphere, though on the day we buried himit was all wrong. Sunny, cloudless,everyone sweating and shedding their…