It’s not like his songs are going to simply
evaporate,
but since the news I can’t stop
listening to him
on endless shuffle—familiar, yes, inside
me, yes, which means
I’m alive, or was, depending on when
you read this. Now
a song called “Sad
Song,” the last one on Berlin,
sung now from the other side, just talk,
really, at the beginning, then
the promise
or threat, I’m gonna stop wasting
my time, but what else
are we made of, especially now? A chorus
sings Sad song sad song sad song sad
song. I
knew him better than I knew my own
father, which means
through these songs, which means
not at all. They died on the same day, O
what a perfect day, maybe
at the same moment, maybe…