I’d been having a bad time, a breakdown, a couple, actually—this was a few years ago, long enough ago to think of as over, though, let’s face it, not that far back in time—and it went on awhile, a stretch of months, or, rather, years, when added up; at any rate, I was out of the hospital and more or less on my own in the world; and I knew that the doctors were worried about me, a man of a certain age alone at home; and, naturally, the doctors’ worry made me worry about myself, too; and, though I was discharged and off the ward, I wasn’t out of, as they say, harm’s way; and because I was spilling things and bumping into furniture, falling short of motor competency,…