Gazing down at the baby in my arms, I felt my heart swell with love.
‘She’s so beautiful,’ I gushed to my friend, voice squeaky with longing.
It was August 2015 and, aged 26, I was desperate to start a family.
Luckily, Simon - my husband of four years - was just as keen.
In the meantime, whenever a colleague at the cosmetics company where I worked brought in their newborn, I’d be the first in line for a coo and a cuddle.
Then a month later, in September 2015, a positive pregnancy test turned my longing into reality.
‘This is the best news ever,’ I said, flinging my arms around Simon, 34.
Excited, I sprang into action, buying all sorts of equipment like prams and car seats, cute baby…
