Sitting in the office, I couldn’t concentrate.
Two colleagues were chatting noisily - and all around, keyboards were clacking.
But the volume seemed impossibly loud.
My head pounded.
I thought, I can’t cope.
Later, I took some painkillers to ease the throbbing in my brain.
Then, without thinking, I swallowed more, then more still.
The next thing I remember is waking up in hospital, and it was three days later.
My husband Nick, 45, was sitting by my bedside.
‘What happened?’ I asked, feeling very groggy.
‘You took an overdose,’ Nick replied, apprehensive.
I started to recall parts of the day. Trying to work it out.
How I’d felt overwhelmed at work and had thought, I’d be better off out of it.
‘I didn’t realise you felt this way,’ Nick…