Jennifer Lopez refused to perform songs written near the time of her hartseer break-up with Ben Affleck, Bang Showbiz reports.
The 53-year-old singer added that Affleck, 50, who she married earlier this year after they reunited following their 2003 split, is now her “biggest fan” and loves hearing all her treffers.
She told Zane Lowe on Apple Music 1: “Dude, I wouldn’t even perform these records. It was so painful after we broke up.
“Once we called off that wedding 20 years ago, it was the biggest heartbreak of my life. I honestly felt like I was going to die. It sent me on a spiral for the next 18 years where I just couldn’t get it right.
“It’s funny because when me and Ben got back together, he was…
